Twisted windows

[Maverick]

I see my family through a twisted window,
My brother, conniving, cruel, remorseless, he laughs,
My parents, cold, unwanting, uncaring, they laugh,
I see my friend through a twisted window,
My best friend, confident, chivalrous, everything i am not, he laughs,
I see my girlfriend, disappointed, heartbroken, unhappy, she cries,
I see myself through this twisted window,
I am faulty, depressed, paranoid all because of this window!
I look for a view around the window, any show of light or image.
I know the images i see through this twisted window are false,
It has been so long since i have seen anything else,
I imagine , but slowly the images of my clear, smooth window disappear,
All i have is this twisted window and my thoughts,
Yet they are both one and the same.

About how I am feeling at the moment.

*edit*-for grammar and general improving

[Abstract]

"Yet they are both one in the same."

What does that line mean? It seems out of place to me.

[Maverick]

I was trying to explain how the sights through the twisted window are my thoughts. I was unsure whether that shown through so i might have tried too hard with that last line to explain that.

[Abstract]

I'd tweak it more, it's not really saying that at this point.

[Maverick]

I dont know how to tweak it anymore, it says directly in it that they are the same, any tips?

[Abstract]

It says they are "one in the same" which makes no sense. If it said "one and the same" it would make sense. That's all.

[Maverick]

So it was a wording issue. I thought it was something else.

*Edit*-I fixed it, it should read the way i meant it to now.

[Abstract]

bien senor!